Will maybe share it at some point but feel a bit on the knackered side.
Though on the plus side I am only 3lb's away from losing 3 stone and that is a big thing for me. My first goal was to lose 2 stone by valentines day and I smashed that and I haven't really thought about another goal or my other goals since I started. So four and a half by Easter I think is pretty realistic and achievable.
Feeling blue and dabadeedabade a bit and I know that it's because I am gonna have to deal with the issues and contributing factors to weight gain.
Negative comments of only 3.5lbs, 'It's not really working for you is it?', you could lose that just going to the gym every week don't help. I might lose that going to the gym, but I would still be eating in the same way, not knowing why the hell it was that I put it on in the first place.
I am taking a step back now anyway, I have found my hip bones and that is enough to keep me going for the next week. Tomorrow is a busy day got a lot to get done and at the end of that though is a two day rest. Where I plan to do fun stuff and go to the beautician.
Nobody is going to get me down this is my diet my life my journey, and you know what no I am not enjoying it. But I also don't enjoy the thought of being hit by a car or having a heart attack and the ambulance people not being able to lift me. So I shall do what I have got to do and just get on with it.
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