Fat is just another issue.

This weekend we went to stay at our friends house and a very genuine 'Wow you are looking really well' really gave the old motivation a little bit of a boost!

Louise is going to be 16 next weekend and this weekend I officially hit the lowest I have weighed in over ten years!

We went to Lincolnshire and they have the biggest dog in the world lol Ellie the Great Dane. On Saturday we took the kids out for the day as it is always great to spend time with them, and last time we went we took them to Skeggy and had the best fish and chips I have ever eaten down in 'chip pan alley' We went to Hunstanton Seaside and we walked loads and had a lovely day, I went armed with my milkshake and bar. We went to the arcade played on some machines and Louise, Andrew and I went on the dance machine, which has always been my favourite way to pass time at the seaside. Then we walked along the promenade and went to a little sweet shop for the kids, Andrew bought a bag of sweets the size of his head Louise bought some strawberry things and Chris got some sweeties too. Then we walked further down to the fun fair. Chris and Andrew stood scoffing their sweeties while Louise and I went on the Waltzers (which lasted like five minutes!!) Was really good fun and 8 years since I went on the Waltzers!

Then we went to play CrAzY GoLf and I got a hole in one on the first go!!! then I started playing without fluke luck on my side and was uber crap. But it was ok as we walked a long way and had a lot of fun and we even made some random people laugh with how truly funny we are!

Then after Golf it was lunch time... (stressing out about it all day) Went to a fish and chip restuarant and they all had fish and chips which smelt amazing. Chris offered me some of his fish and I said 'ok' then I said ' nah it's not worth it' Out loud I said 'It won't taste as good as it will feel to wear size 12 jeans' It was bloody hard sitting there while they all ate. I held off eating my bar and ate it in the car on the way home with my bottle of water.

I was really good and I cooked Spaghetti Bolagnaise for everyone and that was hard too, smelt amazing - but i had my orange next to me and was nibbling it like sherbet.

Not been to the toilet for 4 days was trying to ride the waves with it and just go when I need, but my body isn't happy with it, so taken a laxative and hoping now something will make a change! Who'd have thought poo would be on my mind this much!? lol

Looking forward to a week with my lovely sister and hoping to rock her world a little bit by cooking and helping her out a little bit and hopefully going to the cinema with her wednesday if she fancies it.

Not finished my collage yet but have started it which is good. Got it all planned out but the paint is still wet :O(

Must find something to wear tomorrow for mid way piccies so better scootch off :O)

Could talk all night tonight!

Love everybody, but especially your body xxx