Group love

The journey continues. An emotional night in the lighter life house. Before and midway/ after photos were shocking. It is hard to comprehend how far we have come in such a short time, but that short time has also taken forever in my mind... I don't expect people to understand that.

The girls I am doing this with are amazing beautiful people and I am so delighted they are my travelling partners!

Seeing my before and after photos next to each other I honestly believed they could have been enhanced airbrushed whatever you want to call it. I had no idea of what my shape was really spent so long hiding in my long grey cardigan! I think it is almost time to say goodbye to the comfort of my cardi though. When I was shopping with Dad walking through the car park, I do still walk around all the cars to avoid knocking wing mirrors off with my enormous arse! But the honesty is I really have no clue what size my arse is!

Found a swimming costume today that has to be big enough to cover Brazil if/when it rains. Was mortified! I actually waddled around beside a pool in another country wearing it!

I know when I stop worrying about being fat I will be worrying about getting fat again or being unhealthy some other way. But I am at the moment concentrating on eradicating fatme.

off to Ipswich to stay with Sal for a bit which will be a nice change to get away from the Harborough town.

Sending big love out to all the people who need it xxxxxxxxx