I can't believe it is already 15th March...

15th of March already! It has gone fast, every year for at least the last ten my new years resolution has been to lose weight. It has never lasted this long! AND I have never lost this much, especially not this fast.

This week though, despite having the motivation of the photos has been a pretty hard one. Not had enough days off from work, had to work exceptionally late one night as well for stock take which is always an incredibly stressful time.

Went to the gym on Thursday with Donna which made me feel better especially with all the chatting we do! But I still didn't feel wonderful as the next day all my muscles were hurting in my neck and down my back and I felt tired and run down. It is so boring feeling like that constantly... I fell asleep really early on Friday night whilst trying to watch a film had no energy. I know it is more to do with overworking myself and not the diet.

Anyway last night I had run myself a princess bath and lit my candles and though I would have a quick wee before I got in the bath. I could here a funny dripping sound coming from the bath, I checked all the taps the plug and everything and could still hear it, then I pulled the bath panel off and saw a huge puddle of water under the bath... great a leak! So I emptied the bath so we could see where it was dripping from ... bye bye princess bubbles :O( Didn't even get to dip my toe in.

So now our bath is broken two cracks in it... stupid old bath :O( Someone is coming out to measure up for a new one tomorrow though, hopefully on Friday they will be able to come and replace it and we can have a nice new one with a shower mixer tap heads!

On Saturday I went round to see Mum and Courtney and I asked my mum if she had kept a dress from when I was 17, I just thought I would like to see it again :O) She thinks she has but she couldn't find it. She did pull out a leather jacket though.. which I wasn't sure I could pull off but it does look OK on. AND she found a chinese style dress that I wore out night clubbing once when I was 17 and she was like try it on, I really didn't think it would fit me. I put it on and it does fit, I have no where to wear it out and no real intention of wearing it anywhere, BUT the fact I can fit in it and it is actually a little on the big side means I am now skinnier than I have been for 10 years! Scary thought!

It has been the hardest ten weeks of my life totally challenging emotional roller coaster ride and it's not over yet! x