I have had a good week to be honest, not the best weight loss for me and I had hoped for a couple of extra pounds, but it has still been good as I actually started to deal with my reasons.
I did a bit of an Earl actually and I went through my fat life and set about finding some reasons and wrote myself a list of stuff to deal with. I started on it this week. I am not going to be able to do it all at once and yes it is going to be bloody hard BUT I know now I need to do it.
The more I tried to just 'forget about it' the more it was getting to me! And when stuff gets to you crazy things happen like you can hear pickled onions calling your name, so you open the jar and one jumps out and right into your mouth before you can even think straight!
But none of that I am going to deal with my issues, I want to lose this weight I want to think like an adult (most of the time, well about food anyways!) I will achieve my goals because I know I can. I have put my mind to so many things in the past and succeeded. I know I can put that experience to good use and find a way to achieve this, because this means more to me than anything else.
Nothing is going to taste as good as the feeling I am going to get when I reach my goal and look in the mirror and see a happy girl standing in front of me.
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